So, as a borderline, suicide is an option I contemplate a lot.
As a friend, or as an acquaintance, here is what I want you to do for me.
1. Do not tell me what I need to do.
2. When I ask you to leave me alone, please, respect this.
3. You do not live my life. You have NO right, to tell me that life is worth living.
4. When I do reach out to talk, support me in that.
5. That's all for now. I'm tired. Just let me be.